One year later..

It’s hard to even begin this post.

I’ve been sitting here in front of the computer for a couple hours now trying to work through my emotions and come up with the right words. I almost threw in the towel and decided not to write this post but then I remembered that the whole reason for chronicling my experience was to possible help someone else going through the same thing.

If you’ve been with me for a while you know that 1 year ago today, we lost our 3rd child in utero. It’s actually hard to believe that it’s been that long. It’s hard to believe that out of the blue I can still get hit with a wave of sadness that feels so great I can’t breathe.

It’s been an uphill struggle.


  1. Barbara M says:

    I hadn’t been aware of your loss.
    I’m so sorry you had to experience this.
    I can’t begin to imagine the grieving involved.
    Warm thoughts & hugs for you!

  2. hippie4ever says:

    I am so sorry for your loss.

  3. Lauralee Hensley says:

    What a feeling of loss you must be re-experiencing right now. Let your heart be comforted knowing that there are many out here in the internet land praying for you, that your heart may once again know peace and joy.

    • Lauralee thank you.. If it wasn’t the the huge support system I’ve found just through being online I know that my struggle would have been that much harder. *hugs*

  4. ((Hugs))
    Sending warm thoughts and wishes your way!
    God bless you my friend!
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  5. You are in my prayers. We had a miscarriage two years ago and I have never known such pain. Thank you for sharing your journey so that you can ease others pain. Big cyber hugs coming your way!
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  6. I so greatly appreciate the prayers Amy. It’s amazing how someone you never got the chance to meet can impact your life on a such a great scale.

  7. Karla T says:

    I’m so sorry for your loss. I know that it is such a hard and painful thing to go through. I’m sending you a big hug. I wish there was something that I could say to help. (((hug)))

    I had a miscarraige at 12 weeks about 14 years ago.


  8. I’ll never fully understand why some of us have to experience such an excruciating pain of losing one of our babies. There are honestly no words that will ever be able to truly heal the hearts of us mamas that have lost our babies.

    I do want to thank you for being there for me when I lost the last baby back in January.

    I know today is hard. Every year on our baby Mya’s angelversary {9/5} we go as a family and have a picnic and send off balloons to her letting her know that we think about her every day. I even write a little letter and attach it to the balloon…. and it helps.

    I’ll keep you in my thoughts and prayers today, Tina. {{{HUGS}}}
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