It’s hard to even begin this post.
I’ve been sitting here in front of the computer for a couple hours now trying to work through my emotions and come up with the right words. I almost threw in the towel and decided not to write this post but then I remembered that the whole reason for chronicling my experience was to possible help someone else going through the same thing.
If you’ve been with me for a while you know that 1 year ago today, we lost our 3rd child in utero. It’s actually hard to believe that it’s been that long. It’s hard to believe that out of the blue I can still get hit with a wave of sadness that feels so great I can’t breathe.
It’s been an uphill struggle.